Let's make a mess

Came back just to leave again.

2010-01-23T05:22:00.003+08:00

Oh wow.Its been awhile since i blog from blogger.
Well im here to say that its not http://ynneralamron.tumblr.com
but its http://myseaofanonymity.tumblr.com for all you guys who thought
i havent update since like forever.Okay bye.

Au revoir Blogger.

2009-10-10T02:58:00.002+08:00

I MOVED TO HTTP://YNNERALAMRON.TUMBLR.COM ~
rELINK ME BABIES. (((:

You gave me a promise.

2009-10-09T03:42:00.002+08:00

" Im gonna write on every brick ' i miss you ' and i wish

that one falls on your head so that you know how much

it hurts when i miss someone special like you. "

~ Dear ex.

I dont understand.

2009-10-05T21:23:00.001+08:00

So now what?i dont get it.

For what it's worth,i miss you.

2009-10-05T04:29:00.004+08:00

I was looking back on most of my past posts and i find myself
to be such an a-hole.I realise now that its stupid to post about
other people.Cause people change and when they do,i'm the
one who looks dumb cause i'd be taking back my words.

On the flipside,i cant tell you how sad it is to read back the
message you gave me.How can you even say i dont care
when all i ever did was tell you how much you mean to me.
Could you just stop and think for a second that maybe,it is
your fault that things became like this.I never said this wasnt
any of my fault cause it is.But i cant stand it if youre blaming
everything on me.Think back on what you did like how i
thought back on mine.How it started was stupid,i admit.
And i take back anything cause i miss you already.

Ima ignore you.

2009-10-04T20:58:00.005+08:00

Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .

i know nothing of your kind

2009-10-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

Hell yes,KL was amazing.Im finally back home but unfortunately,

Im a little unwell.I heard from some of the others that they

also fell sick.But i had truck loads of fun though being in malaysia

with my friends.Lots of things happened.And thankfully,Ihsan

and me are now in good terms.

On a completely different note,i finally figured out who you are.

I cant believe all this while ive been dumb enough to think that you

cared.That youve been there for me.The trip really opened up my

eyes and thank god for that,i see your true colours.Well not just me.

Its obvious to the world.They can all see how you used every single

one of us.Well,i dont need you and its clear you dont need me.

I cant wait to see what will happen when you finally realise

what exactly they want from you.and what you get wont ever

be the same as what i give you.Complicated? Im sure.

Come back just to leave again.

2009-09-27T15:59:00.004+08:00

Hey,sorry i havent been updating.Its either cause of me being lazy
or its cause im busy.But anyway,I'll be leaving for KL tomorrow.
Gonna be there for like 5 days.Im so gonaa miss internet.And ofcourse
ayu.I cant tell you how many times i reminded my mum to feed ayu
at a regular basis.But im sure its gonna be fine.

So yeah,i'll update again after the trip.I promise.

Au revoir.

Selamat hari raya

2009-09-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

I was up all night yesterday,yet again.Couldnt sleep so ended up
watching episodes after episodes of The L word.Its kinda awesome,
the show.Well anyways,up till 2pm.Didnt fast so i ate nasi lemak.
Did some cleaning up and found treasures.Uhuh.Hairballs and
many more under sofas and beds.When it was like 8,got a call
from nanaYau.Go Gaylang.Farah driving so yeah i agreed.
now just reach home.And im sleepy as hell.So probably gonna
hit the sack and Selamat hari Raya to all !

* Blogger is being a bitch again.Cant upload pictures.Its just not right
not having pictures on my blog. sobs.Im definitely moving. *

My love for you.

2009-09-18T04:40:00.002+08:00

Blogger is at it again.I cant upload pictures.

But to hell with that.Hi im blogging again.And my blog is not private.
I cant really make it private now.Not yet atleast.So yeah,Its been a
great break from school so far.I had loads of fun with 5/8 Fuerte on
wednesday.Went out with them to Beach road cause hid's been craving
some bone marrows.Afterwards,we headed to haji lane to meet up
with Abd and Qhai for sheesha.I enjoyed taking pictures and all.
Like photoshoot sey.After everything,we walked to Dhoby Ghaut MRT
station and the boys went all the way back to haji lane cause they
parked their bike there.Overall,it was awesome.

The next day,which was yesterday,i went to school for the KL trip
briefing.Ohmygosh,im so excited.Ive gotten the checklist so now i
just have to pack.But ofcourse,not now.Okay anyway,after the briefing,
Aiyu,pam and me planned to go to penin cause aiyu needed to get
skinnies.So Ai xin's mum offered us a ride to orchard since Ai xin
needed to buy her shoe anyway.There,we got us some takoyaki.
Thanks to Ai xin's mum.Then,mother and daughter went off.
Three of us went to far east and alas,bought nothing but food.
So yeah,now im divorced i think with souix.Its not finalised yet though.
Got to think it through.And OHH!! dad came back from thailand for
raya.It was such a suprise.Its sad that when he came back,i wasnt there
to welcome him home.But mum was,so yeah.

Au revoir.
(Pictures on facebook)

Hey dummy,You're my "Inspiration"

2009-09-15T04:51:00.004+08:00

I'm tired.Physically and emotionally.Why must you be such a pain
in the ass?You really annoy me with all the words you speak.I just hate
you for even existing in this sad sad world.But then again,Thankyou.
Because without you,i wouldnt have things to talk about on my blog.
Like now for example.You should be proud cause this post is all about
you Mother fucker.I dont even know why im blogging about how
much i hate you.

But anyway,go ahead and insult me.Fun aint it.You immature moron.
fucking chibai.Go on and read this as much as you'd like.I'm making
my blog private cause Fuckers like you dont deserve to read about
how i'm living my life.You'd probably find things to say about it
cause sadly theres nothing else you could do since you have
no freakin life.Goodbye you dick.And oh,Get a life.I pity the people
around you who you think likes you but dont.Life sucks dont it?

Siapa makan chili,terasa lah pedasnya.

♥ to ♥ conversations.

2009-09-13T03:37:00.003+08:00

Ohmygod im so shagged.I got the shock of my life when i
look into the mirror awhile ago.im a freakin panda bear now.
Wee Wee.I cant believe how long i stayed awake.My goodness.

So yeah,met up with Nana Yau today at woodlands interchange.
We're supposed to meet on the bus cause we kinda planned
on getting on the same 161.But someone was cute enough
to get on the bus too early.Afterwards met up with Emitau
near her area and we bought stuffs for buka.Their buka.
Not mine.i bought cheese.Like why wouldnt i?So then,we
made our way to hid's.Made hid a twitter account!HAHAH.
and signed up for the smsyo thingy whereby you can tweet
from your phone(: Chilled till it was about 7 and we made our
way to NYP with our picnic kit.and wow,that school is creepy
at night.Not a single soul.Watched the match.Tweeting at
the same time.When they were done,we had dinner with
azu and friends.awkward please.Ohmygod,whatsup with
my pleases?

Then when everythings done,we all went back
to admiralty to chill nearhid's place.Had heart to heart conversations.
It was nice. (:Then had to cab home.Then now i feel like a
zombie cause of the lack of sleep.And furthermore,i have
to upload the pictures on facebook.Ergghhh.

Random: I believe that lovers should be tied together,
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather.
left there to drown, left there to drown in their arrogance.

Au revoir.

The way the sun slips over the edge of the dawn.

2009-09-12T09:11:00.001+08:00

Do you ever have this feeling where you have tons of things to say
and you wanna let the world know how you are feeling,but when you're
on the blogger page,you just stare at the blank screen not knowing
what to write or how to express your feelings into words?
I have that,all the time and it sucks how the green eyed monster comes
out whenever i read the blogs of others.You know,when you feel like
your words are never good enough.But then again,this aint no competition.

On an entirely different note,yes,i'm still up.Its getting harder to sleep
just like a normal person would these few days.Maybe its cause of
the break im having from school.The more chances for me not to
wake up at all until its time to eat.It aint good,i know.Mum nags at me
about this all the time.But i kinda like waking up to the darkness of the
night and sitting all alone on the cushioned chair while the flashing lights
from my computer hits my skin.And i'll be there all night thinking about
the things that i didn't know happened when i was happily sleeping.
I love it when the sun shines in through my half opened window
and like the stir of a cold breeze in the morning,they give me this
overwhelming feeling.But i guess i have to try.I cant keep on staying up
till 10 am in the morning everyday.I dont want to be a panda bear!

Aside from that,i dont know if i should sleep now cause i'll be meeting

NanaYau and HidEmitau later.Going NYP for some soccer thing.I still

cant decide if sleeping's an option but i know that i'll stop blogging now.

Till next time.

Au revoir.

Frustrated.Darn chain comments.

2009-09-12T01:13:00.002+08:00

To all my friends, thanks to you sending me chain letters, the following occurred:

* I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for
removing toilet stains.

* I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle infected
with AIDS.

* I smell like a dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer.

* I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they ask me to dial a
stupid number and then I get a phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda,
Turkey and Tokyo.

* I stopped consuming several foods for fear that the estrogens they
contain may turn me into a lesbian.

* I also stopped eating chicken and hamburgers because they are nothing
other than horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers that are
bred in a lab so that places like McDonalds can sell their Big Macs.

* I also stopped drinking anything out of a can for fear that I will get
sick from the rat feces and urine.

* I think I am turning into a lesbian because when I go to parties,
I don't look at any guys no matter how hot he is, for fear that he
will take my kidneys and leave me taking a nap in a bathtub full of ice.

* I also donated all my savings to the Amy Bruce account, a sick girl that
was about to die in the hospital about 7,000 times. Funny that girl,
she's been 7 since 1993.......

* I went bankrupt from bounced checks that I wrote expecting the
$150,000 total that Microsoft and AOL were supposed to send me
when I participated in their special e-mail program.

* But I am positive that all this is the cause of a stinking chain that I
broke or forgot to follow and I got a curse from Satan himself.

If you didn't get it, this means: don't send me any more chain letters.

All sighs.

2009-09-10T20:02:00.006+08:00

Its weird how i cant figure out why i teared up

listening to use somebody today.The

moment it played i just felt so miserable.

Kinda suprised me cause the song was on

repeat the whole night yesterday and i was

quite fine with it.Its not a depressing song either.

I dont know why,but i feel like a loner today somehow.

Even when theres tons of people around me.

And being picked on didnt help at all.

I guess this is just one of those

days,you know.

On a brighter note,i might be following

Fals and Azrie tomorrow.Longboarding(:

I guess that might cheer me up a little.

And im saving up for a new guitar.

Although im not really looking forward to Raya,

I need the cash.Darn it,this reminds me.

I have to go gaylang tmr night.Sighs.

Hello Pickiness and goodbye to the chance

of picking clothes for myself.

Au revoir.I mean,selamat tinggal.

loves.

2009-09-10T02:17:00.005+08:00

Ahh yes.My two most favourite things in the world.

Cats and Hayley Nichole Williams.I know it doesnt

really look the same as the picture but i was just

finding stuffs to do.I'm off to drawing more Hayleys.

Au revoir.

Im still a kid.

2009-09-09T02:58:00.001+08:00

So yeah.I'm re-writing this post cause i feel bad.Really.Yes i'm sorry and i feel dumb.

I'm still a kid i cant deny that.I act like one and think like one.I cant help it.

All those words that came upon the screen was written all out of anger.

I know now that i should'nt even have to be.I realise that this stereotype thing is

ruining my friendship with almost everyone.And i hate that.I always thought that

i could ignore it somehow.But its gotten the best of me.I know now that it was all

a misunderstanding.I couldnt have been more wrong.Now i dont really give a shit

about longboarding.Theres nothing left in me.I hate it now cause its the cause of

another conflict between us.Or maybe its just my ego.The reason i didnt ask you for

it was cause i was afraid.Yes i was.i wasnt afraid of you.Just the fact that we havent

spoken in months?is it? That long? wow.

You havent spoken to me yet so i didnt know what to say to you.Everything i

planned at the top of my head appears to be wrong or stupid.So i held back

and chose to assume.I take back all the things i've said about you.I dont hate you.

God im being such an ass.I'm sorry ihsan.I'm giving up on fighting.You win.

I'm married

2009-09-08T08:26:00.006+08:00

Today,i woke up a little too early for school.Exams starts at 1 but here i am.Up and blogging.
I really have no idea what im gonna do during this 4 hours because i cant seem to get back to
bed.Anyways,these past few days have been quite a bore.I stayed home during the weekends.
Theres no school yesterday and again,i slept through the whole day.
i woke up only when it was about time to break my fast.Seriously,my body clock is whack.
Springs might come out from me soon.I can never sleep when other people go
beddy bye land.Why is that?I hate Insomnias.

On a completely different note,I'm finally married to the one i love,Soiux.The wedding was held
yesterday but she was officially mine when i was asleep.i woke up smiling cause my facebook
status is : married to Aiyu Atrophy . and yes my love,I'm happy. weeeeeee ~ we will get our
hamster babies soon.And dont worry,i'll pay for them since you had to pay on your first date
with a douchebag.

and oh,im getting my friggin longboard today!thats if Leon brings it to school.

Au revoir.

You're not here to be my inspiration.

2009-09-06T21:26:00.004+08:00

I wanted to blog about something today.
But theres just no inspiration.

Petrie.

Godmother of outcasts,madonna of the unloved.

2009-09-05T04:33:00.006+08:00

I just watched this French movie called Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain.

(The fabulous Destiny of Amelie Poulain.) Ohmygosh it was nice.I loved it.

It tells the story of a shy waitress who decides to change the lives

of those around her for the better, while struggling with her own isolation.

Watch the movie. (:

earlier today, i watched a movie with some old friends(:

Missed them lots and yeah,they said ive gained weight.

Thankyou.

We watched "The time traveler's wife" .It was so sad.

i cried.alot.You guys better go watch it.Seriously.

And after watching this movie,i dont wish to time

travel anymore.Its so sad.

Au revoir.

Sexxyyy Chheeeeesseeeee

2009-09-04T01:44:00.006+08:00

Gosh.I suffered in school just now.I cant breathe most of the time.
I lean on the cupboards like a retard.Anw,didnt fast today.Cannot tahan.
Presented the stuffs that i had for cd and prolly i'll fail.After school went
to eat at Pepper lunch.Eels are quite delicious.Went home and Aiyu's
shoe prolly still smell like yoghurt.Till next time. Au revoir.

Petrie.

I miss listening to Krystal.

2009-09-02T03:35:00.002+08:00

I'm sitting on the roof again.Staring at the stars
Hope lies in the shadows.I wonder where you are
Are you listening for my voice
I feel you so close yet you're far away
Sing for me one more song.Play for me one more time
I can feel you though you're not here
Your voice whispers in the breeze and you are near
Through everything around me I find comfort in you
Through trials and the heartache
Your words, they speak the truth
Lay me down to sleep now, you'll still be on my mind
If I die before I wake, you'd still see through the lines
Sing for me one more song.Play for me one more time
I can feel you though you're not here
Your voice whispers in the breeze and you are near
To me
I've been ripped out.Cut short
Stopped within my tracks.I've been tied down
Turned 'round.Learned to face the facts.I was nothing
Now something.You're everything to me
Don't go.Please stay.You're all that I need
Sing for me one more song.Play for me one more time
I can feel you though you're not here
You whisper in the breeze and you are near
Sing for me one more song.Play for me one more time
I can feel you though you're not here
You whisper in the breeze and you're near

- Krystal Meyers.

Gosh,its torturing me.I hate having the sniffles and sure as hell
i hate how heavy my head feels.Zuu went home today after
three days of sleeping over.Had loads of fun laughing at the
prank call video.Fuhhneeyyy.
Anyhoo,Razaaq finally made a blog.Yay.
Enjoy the video below.Credits to Hakimekk! (:

I miss you leh boy.

2009-09-01T07:09:00.010+08:00

Kay i kinda dont know what to post since today we did nothing.Zuu still at my place and look at the time.we havent sleep since yesterday.and oh,we kinda cant get enough of the prank call.Seriously funny sia.Prolly after posting this,we gonna listen to it again.Sorry eh jakon,tapi tak leh tahan.Anw,just enjoy the pictures and Happy belated monthsary to ferbear and Hakim. .___. Nah amek kau.

Au revoir

Love.Petrie

Old video.

2009-08-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

Baybeats Saturday.

2009-08-30T03:44:00.004+08:00

So okay.Baybeats kinda sucked?ya.
We just chilled around the powerhouse area
and we took polaroid pictures.we bought clothes(:
met a few familiar faces like mimin,kid.and a few tagged
people.

Something funny happened.me razaaq and zuu were
taking our own sweet time walking to the MRT station.Then,
Razaaq saw the sign say the last train have arrived! we run like
mad people down the escalators and tapped our ez-link cards.
like kanchiong spider sia...when we boarded the train,all eyes
were staring at us.We were so paisey and panting summore.
I hide my face sia..Haha.dropped at dhoby and cabbed home
cause no more train.now at home with zuu.What to sahur eh?

Au revoir.

Petrie(:

Annoying

2009-08-29T04:51:00.007+08:00

I know its an old video and all.But it made me laugh.

i just ate corned beef for my sahur.I felt so lazy to get off my seat.Anyway,mum just told me that yesterday a lady asked her if she still wanted the coupon for the NTUC thingy.Its no big deal but i suddenly felt annoyed cause wow...Singaporeans are THAT kiasu-ish.I've had that experience also the other day when i was with Nana they all.annoying sia..Sorry,i just felt like blogging about this.Cant get to sleep.

Au revoir

Petrie.

I miss you,daddy

2009-08-27T18:02:00.012+08:00

welp.its weird how much i miss my dad today.i dont usually have this feeling but i guess flipping through the old photo albums my mum kept in her cupboard made me look back on the past.it was a little refreshing.I smiled to myself the whole time telling myself how cute i WAS,and how i was a tomboy.still one if you asked me.once a tomboy,always a tomboy.Most of my pictures were taken when my hair was short.i looked like a boy.Anyway,there were lots of pictures with my dad in it.I suddenly missed him cause its been so long since ive last seen him.kinda.to me its long.hope to see him soon.

Be safe ayah.

aside from that,today was okay.i had a presentation in class just now and i was so casual,is that the word? casual about it.its as if i was talking to a close friend.I bet i'll get low marks.But i guess im relieved now that its finally over.In class,my classmate saw this comment on facebook about a certain somebody we dislike.we were so excited that we changed all our status to the exact same thing.Sarcasm hurts dont it.Live with it loser.you're ugly.

So theres the pictures below.

enjoy.

The first time ever i got scratched was by this cat.

It scratched me.

My long lost brothers.

The waffle jacket made me hungry in class.

Mandy Chiobu.

Au revoir

Petrie <3

I kissed a girl and i liked it

2009-08-26T17:53:00.005+08:00

Today,i woke up to the vibration of my phone.Fals called me in the morning just to tell me to reply her message.Then,just when i was about to doze off again,i realised that i fell asleep earlier with a lolipop in my mouth.yes,i was THAT tired.I was talking on the phone till it was about 5. So yeah back to the lolipop part.i remembered that when i hung up the phone,i was still eating my lolipop cause that was my food for sahur.and i think i fell asleep sucking on that thing.but when i woke up,the lolipop was gone.there was only the stick under my pillow.weird.so till now,i still dont know if im fasting or not.i didnt manage to bace niat since i went to LALAland.But i havent eat nor drink so yeah,i believe im fasting.

Anyhoo,school was fun.In class we werent doing assignments.At all.first we played old maid.then we played this game where we have to pick a card each,then the one who gets the Ace decides on what the others must do.something like that.after that game,we played the ROCK game.or LOCK game according to Pam.the forfeits were hilarious.its like the losers have to kiss another person playing the game.on the cheek ofcourse.Pam was the chick magnet.HAHA.happy lah that one.confirm.I had to kiss my friend on the nose,kiss fals and aiyu on their cheeks.And afiq kissed me.HAHA.so much for you being clean,idiot.Afterwards,SW was actually cancalled but the guys ended up playing floorball anyway in the rain.and we went home.and now im here.okay.Btw,the title is just a song.i dont mean anything by it hor.HAHA.

Au revoir.

♥P3

Petrie Petit :B

2009-08-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

So yeah,Petrie's a cute name.
Petrie's french.just like Fuerte.
and i like french.French is nice.
French reminds me of cheese.
French fries dont come from
France though.weird. ^^
okay random. Au revoir.

Petrie <3

Not just a pretty face

2009-08-24T17:51:00.003+08:00

the cats cute right?tell me its cute.

today was okay i guess.had a test

in the morning.drawdrawdraw.

anw aiyu bought this pen that has

a boxing glove thingy on the other side.

it'll pop out if you press this little button.

i annoyed lotsa people today with that

thingy.i apologise.nothing much happened

so i'll just go now.and oh,i miss FerBear(:

meet up soon buddy.

feraz mihrijan turen

OovoO

2009-08-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

Sigh.Schooling tomorrow.

and oh,just finished video calling with a retard.

Goodbye my loves.

Ynner

Thats what he said.Thats what she said.

2009-08-23T04:35:00.001+08:00

hey.sahur time and ive got nothing to eat.well i guess cereal would do.

welp,today i din do much.its either being in bed or on lappy.yes i am lifeless.

speaking of lifeless,we have lots of these people in the world dont we?

the ones that spreads rumors and shits like that.oh man,get a life dammits.

i was chatting with a certain someone today and something tickled me.

a friend used to think i liked him.like really really like him.umm sorry

to say that THAT will NEEEVVVVEERRRRR happen my friend.

and youve got the nerves to tell people about it.atleast if you wanna brag,

get the facts right first.like hello,me + you? HELL NO. dont think ure so

hot just cause lots of hot girls want you.erghh.they blind or something?

no offence but please dont act all hot and stuff.thats so not right.

gosh i was harsh.okay sorry but im just saying you shouldnt spread something

thats not true.especially when it involves me.

aside from that,i am so in love with paramore.hayles,i love ya!i have too many

of their pictures i need to buy more thumbdrives.okay i need to eat now.times

running out! goodbye my loves.

Ynner. (i miss this.)

webcamming : my favourite pastime

2009-08-22T00:01:00.010+08:00

today was awesome.after school met up with nanaYau and her friend at PS.she has cute eating habits.she puts salt in her sprite.....okay nemine.after watching them eat,she went home.then met up with hid and her friends.then they went off.we sat at bk afterwards.while waiting for su,i ate.danny and nienie couldnt make it so we crashed hid's place.laughed and laughed and i think i can actually see my pacs now.i din phrase that correctly but heck.me and su slept for abit.woke up with a sticker on my back.i only realise it was there when i was in the lift.thanks hid.ate ice cream at macs and finally went home.

OOOOOH..a few hours till sahur-ing.i doubt i'll be sleeping.so teman me anyone..goodbye now.(nana looks like a cave man..in the picture above)

i have three nostrils.

hid sungguh sepet.

sapapaaaauuu?

nana,cute nyer kau!

OOOOOoooo.hot kan? ._.

i cant tell you how hard we were laughing at this pic.

sial.

Its gooooood.

2009-08-20T22:08:00.007+08:00

i love ibu.hahah.kk random.anw,sorry i havent been updating.i havent get the pictures from danny.cepat tag lah makcik.on sunday,we had this soccer fiesta thing at sengkang.we won third place.i guess thats pretty good.get trophy leh.hahah!well after that day,school was hell.i cant walk properly.my body cramped!the same ol thing happen everyday so i dunno what to update.today i was laughing alot.thanks pam for all the stupid yet funny jokes.esp the tommy joke.55 cents! ahhaahhaha.went home then went out again to eat at swensens with ibu.tmr prolly gonna crash at hid's place and eat rojak mamak at jalan kayu afterwards.

rens,fals,aiyus.

faly waly's idea,.i swear.

2009-08-15T04:13:00.004+08:00

I'm giving in to Insomnia.

It's already 6:50am. woo.

2009-08-13T19:43:00.012+08:00

assignments,i have to finish you.

2009-08-13T02:43:00.005+08:00

well . . whatever .

Up to you .

2009-08-11T20:45:00.004+08:00

darn.i had sooo many things to say when i was in school just now but now i cant think of anything to blog about.but here it goes anyway.

i kinda promised myself that i shouldnt bother blogging about school conflicts.but i seriously cannot tahan liao.ive had enough sia serious.i mean sial uh..how annoying can things get?i dont understand sia why you all have to be so drama-mama over this.serious speaking uh eh,i dont remember tau why this conflict even started.like sial uh,only because of ppl talking behind other peoples back?eh fuck sia.everyone siak buat gitu.and dont try telling me that you never talked about aiyu.never talked about me.heck,never talk about anyone before.i am not siding aiyu in this.im telling you that.cause im blaming everyone even myself lah.you ask me,why im defending someone like her?i'll tell you why.unlike you,she doesnt insult a person in their faces or atleast be sarcastic.sumpah sia,i was so irritated just now when someone was being sarcastic right behind me.just right behind me.i know i shouldnt be all pissed cause this does not concern me.but sial uh...i cant stand it anymore lah.and another thing,wasnt this suppose to be just about aiyu and ihsan?yes i said it.aiyu and ihsan.asal mesti ade org lain masuk campur pun aku tak tahu tau.you guys know who you are.like whaatt the...kate je nak settle lah ape lah.wtf.tak pun aku dgr apeape.now i also dont know what to do tau.im not the one involved in this but somehow im stuck in a rut.stupid sia!!!!!!!!!dojxfmqeizoh;vnacklxkjrnkWCRFNQWVHNKLCANXLIERHVHJ; okay..that wasnt needed.
SIGHHHSSSSS!!!

(sorry for being soooo...i dunno.vulgar?abit only.)

oh ya,i miss ferbear.
(:

and to you,i thought you were different,padehal samer je.youre hating on her also.so whats the point? rawr uh skrg.

2009-08-10T22:22:00.005+08:00

BooopBooppBoooop..headache man.sighs.i didnt online ytd cause i went out to watch the fireworks.starting of the day,met up with cousin to buy stuffs.went to far east to find my bag.search and search but cnt find.sorry afiq,im very bad at following instructions.aiyu came soon after and we went to buy tops. (: zuu so happy dapat baju checkered tu.but after seeing soooooooo many ppl wearing it,she felt like returning the shirt.then i bought a different bag,named it rusty.hees.after that we went off to city hall.

while waiting for the two gundhus,ron and kakmi,to reach,we walked around for abit.and guess who we bump into?...SHANKY!.. hahaha.its so exciting lah since we always chat online but never meet before.ownage was excited cause she saw shankx first.then me and zuu was like where where where??!?? potek mah.then came to shankx and ehemm ehemm..terperanjat dier.and yes shankx,you talked alot.but better than not talking at all.betul?patriotic org tu.hhaaha.after that she went off.we waited and finally kakmi and ron came.made our way to marina square i think.there was sssoooooooooooooo many ppl.we squeezed thru.i was so fed up lah..

seriously no mood.then i bump into mimin.haha.
mimin : somehow i know you..
renny : mimin. *smiled.*
mimin : renny .. ahhah.
shaked hands and then walk off. -__-

sat at starbucks with zuu and aiyu.after the fireworks..we all chilled then atlast me and zuu tanak balik.we went to changi airport .. stayed there sampai pagi.i tell you..it was hell.we were like walking around the terminal like zombies.i swear we looked retarded.we hugged poles for gooness sake!! just cause the poles were so cold.put our ears on the cold metal. -__- we laughed like heekkhekkhekkhekkkheekkk. siala..words cant explain how funny it was.atlast we settled at mac.weird sia got ppl studying. -__- .

chat chat chat sampai kul 5 plus am.took the first bus home.zuu dropped a few stops earlier than she shouldve.and poor thing,she had to walk all the way.me....i was in the bus sleeping and the bus driver woke me up. -__- cause i slept till the end.till the bus driver park the bus.SO PAISEY!! then reached home.sleepppp till 6pm. bangun je macam nak muntah.i seriously felt nauseous.now im having fever.thankyou world! me and zuu promised to never thon again if theres only two ppl. -_________________________________-

2009-08-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

I hate weddings. -___-

2009-08-06T21:26:00.005+08:00

Whaddup G-money's.ima tell you what happened maayne!okay okay enough with the ghetto talk.anw,today met up with Bright shoe-ed Souix in the morning.ate in school then we go class.during class,i actually finished up my work -__- uh-may-ziiinnngg. afterwards finshed up PD assignment(: thanks Ai Ai Xin Xin for the help.Supposedly there was life skills but i guess subra was busy with stuffs so canceled lorh.marked attendance and then chilled till like about 7 plus?i finally get to eat my NACHOS!! been craving for em for quite some time.shared with ownage(: youre lucky you even smelled the cheese! i hate sharing my NACHOS! anw..otw home in the bus,me and hannan was like talking about stuff then suddenly he said "darah up in the air." . i have no idea why i laughed so hard.like cute.then went home. -__- boring life. AND OHEMMGEE..im finally gonna buy the bag tmr! so excitedddd.... okay peace out home doggs(: Yaaaaa mAAAn ! *winks*

2009-08-05T18:48:00.010+08:00

heyheyhello.havent been blogging.sooo.....like...no mood.today so boring.ytd was a waste of time.and maaf aiyu for dragging you into it.regret rabak.was pissed otp at night.and i hung up on you.wow.enjoy the photos below.amek lah fals.curik..curik.. ( (oo) ) k bye!

2009-08-01T14:01:00.006+08:00

sighs.things been bad lately.i just cant take it any longer.i cried myself to sleep last night cause of you.ive tried all my will to forget you and the things we've been through.nana said that its not worth it and i believe shes right.so im trying even harder now.

on the other hand,my lifes been so messed up.school's been killing me.i get confused everytime i think about it.the thing i dont understand most is that everyones hatin on her when she hasnt done anything wrong.tell me all the times she said a word about you guys!just tell me!and even so,you guys think that ya'll are such angels?c'mon now.i bet all of you had things said about her.
shes been nothing but nice to me and i just cant accept the fact that i have to see her insulted this way.i bet shes sorry for all the mistakes done just like how i am sorry.but we dont need this to end if you guys are not willing to end it.seriously if u think about it,everyones at fault here.JUST FUCKING STOP IT ! ! no more insulting people on your blogs!! i mean it.
and i dont fucking care who started it cause it dont matter.you guys have been part of it so just shut the hell up and make peace!! end it laaaaa!! AKU TANAK TUMBUH UBAN LAH SIAL FIKIR PASAL NI! mann!!

see lah,because of this issues,i cant post a decent blog.i cant write about how i had fun with fuerte yesterday.sighs.i'll post about that later on.i need to be tagged in pics first! haahs.
okay then,im signing off now.and please,its our own blog.we can make it private if we want to okay?please dont assume and talk crap because its not worth it.please please please.

* and i thank you.i thank you for all the times you've waited for me.and all those times i had to listen to you sing.haha.and being my pocket.its not cause of her that we've been apart.please treat her the same way you treat me because shes been there for me and i cant just let her go.

2009-07-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

oh and yeah.hate me all you want bitches.HATE ME!

2009-07-31T00:01:00.003+08:00

Today has been a blur.i dont know whats going on around me anymore and i cant figure out why things turned out this way.ive tuned out my closest friend and people are starting to hate me when all i wanna do is be pals with someone who used to talk bad about me behind my back.ive forgiven those things that she has done cause i believe that ive talked abt her aswell.SO WHAT?!we've all talked about someone behind their backs once or twice.seriously,isit that big of a deal!?

i HATE it when someone accuses me of something i didnt do!and when ive said that i havent done anything wrong,the world never believe me.why is everyone making this hard?Its just a fucking small matter that will die down in time.stop getting involved cause i didnt involve you.i dont want to get worked up by something unimportant like this!!!i hate it.i hate it.i hate it.now i feel like running.running away from all this stupidity.but i know i cant.and it sucks.i have to face it.every single day.i hate the way things are right now.

but im glad i found someone that i think i can turn to.i said i think cause i dont know if ure sincere.tell me that you are.i wanna hear it from you.you know who you are.

and to the dissappointed one,ive been waiting for you.ive figured out what you wanted to say all this while.you made it obvious for me.i gave you time.i gave you countless of chances.i just cant wait any longer.im tired.and im confused.i dont know what
i'll say if u told me.and to tell you the truth,i had feelings for you.but i guess everythings gone now.but even so,i still cant figure out how we're gonna be able to be together cause i'll feel bad.she used to be urs.and now shes my closest friend.im sorry.

i just had to speak my mind.Im sorry people.

2009-07-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'm hungry,I'm bored,
I'm missing you,I'm annoyed,
I'm waiting for someone,I'm surprised,
I'm hating on him,I'm deprived.

sigh.WHERE'S MY FOOD?! ibu help me...

i should go to school tmr...

2009-07-27T18:55:00.006+08:00

i ignored someone who i thought was
ignoring me today. well,weird way to
start on my post but..hahs. today was
booorrriinnng.fals fell sick and was
absent. Aiyukeens couldnt get her lazy
ass to school.cause shes too LAZY!! but
heck.had fun anyways with the guys.
played r-o-c-k rock with them boys
during our 2hour break.fun game.
i should start sharing it with you people.
i was finally doing assignments in PD
again.the recent ones got me so excited
to start working on em.i'll probably put
up the pictures when im done with it
cause "teach" says that my idea for
the assignment was pretty awesome.
ok she didnt say awesome.you know
what i mean.so yeah well.enjoy the
pics down below. took em during the
distracted moments i had in class. we
designed our own mask out of boredom.
oh ya and get well soon amy. sorry to
hear the bad news.H1N1 sucks eggs.k bye.

2009-07-26T20:08:00.003+08:00

i've been staying at home these couple of days.
its like i wake up when others are going to bed.

i havent been talking to*ehemm* lately.just
simple hellos and goodbyes.and now that we're
not chatting that often,i feel like i can finally
move on with my life.i feel happier somehow.
i always thought that you were the one who
would bring me all my happiness.i guess thats
not true.i still love you deep down.but its just
a waste of my time cause you may never open
up to me.

my weekends ending.and to tell you
the truth,i didnt enjoyed it.oh and i realised my
english suck.just a random thought.
i cant wait to go to school.that is so retarded.
but heck.today i got to know that im
STEREOTYPICAL.someone made me
realise that.thankyou someone. (:
i cant deny that i am one.cant help it.

yesterday was a little strange.it was so..
unexpected.i dont know what that feeling
really is.i think i fell in like with someone.
just like.and i dont know why.but
its no big deal... really ..

its been a long time since i typed this
much on my post.i guess im just bored
out of my mind.but i should stop.cause
i have bored you enough.till next time.

2009-07-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

when i get bored,i take pictures.

if u get bored,get lost.bye.

2009-07-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

ira like hot lah in this pic.i take one okaaaayy.. (:

wooooooo..okay.im officially tired of
blogging.i guess i ran out of words to use.but
as long as theres pictures then i guess its fine.
hiddywiddy turned officially legal on 22nd
july.celebrated with her after school.skipped
PE. just for her.pfftt.like big deal like that uh?
HAHa.anw,took lotsa pics but lazy wanna upload.
so enjoy the ones below cause thats all ure
getting.okay.byebye.subra botak.<<>

2009-07-20T20:55:00.008+08:00

classes are getting fun i guess.but still,like malas like that.

anw,ownage never come.again.pantat lah.

ira miraculously came to school.had fun as usual

cause of her bimbo-ness.afterschool,we didnt

noe what to do so we went to yishun safra to play

pool.but sadly,students with uniform cannot play

so we ended up playing bowling.well i didnt play lah.

razaaq,mikey and khai only play.we tambah2 only.

went to see the animals at the petshops.

the birdies,puppies and doggies and hamies and

bunnies are so darn adorable.i just wanna squeeze em!!

mikey got stressed out cause he wanted one cute lil

puppy.but his parents wouldnt let him have one.

after everything,went home lorh.thats about it i guess.

buhbye now.oh and get ready for pics pics and more

pics!!

2009-07-19T00:37:00.009+08:00

18th JULY 2009

went out with nana,fiona and cass just now.

me and nana got treated to eat at seoul garden(:

fiona and cass's treat.heehee.thanks guys.

anw,had loads of fun.fell on my tuushh when i tried

sticking on the wall. -_- how embarrassing..

had a great laugh playing a game with nana.

maybe posting them videos.hahs.afterwards chilled

near my house.went home after that. (:

get ready for some bad quality pics(:

yes im nasty. (:

17th JULY 2009

planned on meeting ferbear.but..something

came up i guess.so decided to meet up with fiona

since i kinda missed her(: ate at ljs while we

waited for the two pantats.(amy and jan)

so so so slow.then cass came.

jannah went home when we decided to go

to fiona's place.obviously,curfew-_-

then ate again at fiona's.two ppl slept.

i wouldnt wanna mention who..

its no big deal anw.hmm..

hahs.then when amy went home,

the three of us went to hg mall to meet up

with sakinah.ran her errands.haiz.

slacked under her void deck.then go home.

and oh, SAKINAH'S FAT! k bye.

fat loser.. (im not evil)

slowpokes.

random pics.enjoy.and i just noticed that i love to pout -_-

2009-07-15T20:48:00.004+08:00

tak sopan nah aku duduk.

candid.

candid also.

step jeee..

finally.cutted my hair.yes,cutted.

2009-07-13T20:05:00.008+08:00

HELLO?!!!yes,i just cutted my hair.like finally.

been waiting so long to get it chopped off!!but now

i look like one nyonya lehh. :( nevermind,it'll grow back.

today someone gave me a pillow and someone else gave

me cuppycakes with my name on it(:

appreciate it guys!xie xie nie.so well....bye.

ira itchy fingers took the photo.

thanks aliff(:

FREAKIN SCARY EYES laaa.falisha i mean.

before cutting.

look at ira's legs.. -_-

THE BESTEST BIRTHDAY.ever.

2009-07-10T23:56:00.005+08:00

today was the AWESOMEST birthday everr....

i feel so blessed for having such amazing friends!

in the afternoon,i met up with feraz and saha at bp.

and i realise now that i have NO SENSE OF DIRECTION

what so ever.when i reached,i got my present.

THANKYOU so much Saha and Ferbear.

anw,afterwards i went to meet up with my

classmates and ferbear followed.

we all played LAN for a few hours!

hahahah!ihsan appologised for the not so happening

birthday outing.actually,i had loads of fun anyways.

when it was time to go home,me and fer

took our own sweet time.haha.ate icecream lah.

what lah.then mum keep calling.she sounded so

impatient with me. haha.weird.then when

i got home,i opened the door of my room

and :HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENNY!!!!! <<

shouted

Nana,Nienie,Farah,Danny,Su,Hid and Atikah.

the lights were off and i could only see

the candles on the cake.i was so fcuking shocked

i almost pee-ed in my pants!seriously lah.they

video-ed me but cannot see my face!

hahahahaha.i swear it was awesome.

THANKYOU SO MUCH!

but damn lah,they inside the room they do what also with all

my things!HAHA.and all my undies also they see!HAHA

NAUGHTY NAUGHTY!but i love you guys still.

now,i feel sleepy..so ya!till next time...

sorry blur.from polaroid. <<

ferbear.

fuck lah.i so short. -_-

2009-07-09T19:16:00.013+08:00

WOOOHOOOO!!! its tmr!!!

2009-07-07T23:39:00.007+08:00

hello.wah so tired sey today.dunno why.i guess

its good that i am.so i can sleep.haiya.my eyebags

are like damn obvious.i dunno y i only noticed

it now.anw,school was okay.IRA CAME!how

shocking.ok bustred.haha.sorry ira.well,we were not really

focusing on the lessons.somehow,we have no more interest in this

drawing thing.haiya.anw,in class the girls were like

braiding each others hairs and the

guys were like playing monster hunter on the psp.hah

not many were drawing.after school,went to play

Left4Dead with classmates near plaza sing there.

damn i sucked.but hey,our team won.haha.went home all shagged.

i guess i'll be sleeping soon.nitey nite air breathe-ers.

or morning.or afternoon.bye.

HAHAH!funny lah.

i look so.....bapok.

onion nose. -_-

i hate my hair."earthquake"<

2009-07-06T20:30:00.009+08:00

5th July 2009

oooo.nana's birthday.had fun surprising her at esplanade.

danny and nienie gave nana two fishies.so damn cute!

hahaha.anw,went home and zzzzzzzzzzzzz.like finally.

since this few days got insomnia.haha.ok.

no more thing to update.k bye!

6th July 2009

heyloo.back to school today.the freakin temperature taking

so annoying lah.anw,quite alot of ppl never come.

but class was still fun tho cause me and aiyu were

like doing stupid stuffs on tagged.HAHA.

i own u SOUIX!!and u own me baybeh!!

during the break lagi awesome.AHHA.

: " you got me beggin u for mercy.."

HAHA.(inside joke.)

haha.funfunfun.anw,after school went to meet ferbear

at hougang mall.went to go get her hairband.

went home all tired.but sadly,cnt sleep.haiya.

ok byebye.

2009-07-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NANA YAU

2009-07-03T22:09:00.008+08:00

well hello hello.this few days have been

quite a blur.but i guess im fine now.

went to gym today with nana,sakinah,fiona,cass,kelly.

sak and me ate and didnt work out.at all.

we gossip-ed till they were done with the gym thingy.

afterwards,me nana and sakinah went to the park

at anchorvale there i think.fed fishies and this one turtle.

it was awesome till this apek come to us and

blabber like blah all the way about how this kids nowadays

have it so easy.

last time he stay at kampong what lah blah blah blah.

like we care old man.the blabbering lasted like about 5 minutes i think.

was suffering.we kept on feeding the fishes and laughed at

other things.after all that,we all left cause nana gotta go somewhere.

but i guess today was great.better than rotting at home.

ok,bye!oh ya!

AND TO MERDINA!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! I LOVE YOU!!

HOPE YOU HAVE A KICK ASS YEAR AHEAD!

okay im sorry i suck at these things.

the sky was amazing

sakinah like suffering sia

feeding fishies.

finally.one decent jump shot.ok not decent.

awesome clouds!

2009-07-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

who says it has to be cute?
HAHA.Basically,i was BORED.
enjoy. wow.

sexy tapi tak menjadi.

goodiegoodie

nice mole huh?

okay,i was lazy.

2009-07-01T03:45:00.006+08:00

I wanna cut my hair.short.

i mean real short.

and i dont care if i look like a boy.

i hate my hair now.

if it sucks later,it'll still grow back.so fuck it.

i want a longboard for my birthday

which is nearing.

how awesome.i spend my days watching

longboarding videos now.

obsessed,if u will.i checked the price and

its $320.00

fuck!where on earth am i gonna get

that kinda cash.

i aint gonna steal.if thats what ure thinking.

but i really want it.i'll be the happiest short kid if i get it.

i cant sleep these few days.i mean i

sleep at like 6 in the morning.

my eyebags are getting heavier.darn.and listening

to GET CRUNK is

so not helping me with this issue.damn,

i suddenly feel like i dont

have a life right now.a pathetic loser i am.

im rotting god,help me.

i've missed you.

2009-06-28T22:56:00.008+08:00

Nephews came over.
-
aliff getting fatter.
-
Him and abg have matching
-
McDonalds
-
t-shirt.darn cute.
-

Droooooooool(:

McDonalds

tak tahu mkn.

*behind all these fake smiles,

i still am feeling down

and i cant seem to stop thinking

about it.i woke up

today thinking of you,and it sucks.

i dont want to.i

dont hate you.i just hate the

situation.the rain made

me feel even worse.my sunday

became a sadday.and

ure never there to comfort me

anymore.whatever it

is.im trying.im trying my best to

forget all this.i hope

your days are fine and filled with

smiles that shines

bright.just so u know,i'll never

forget you.and all the

things we've been through.*

2009-06-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

its 7:22pm and guesss what i just woke up.

i feel so numb inside.

i dont know why im typing this but somehow

i feel like theres no one else i can turn to.its

the first time ever i feel so down.mum's

outside in the living room and im over here

trying to hush up on my crying.i feel so sad

today.i dont know whats making me hurt this

way.well maybe i do but im trying not to believe

that thats the reason for these tears.i cant

understand why.i hate this.but i dont hate you.

theres millions of things i would want to say to

you but i cant.i guess things just have to be the

way it is right now.its okay.i'll be hurt.but i'll be

okay if youre smiling away.i love you too much

to even care about my own feeelings right now.

now i cant find anything else to type out.maybe

i just have to rest my head.and stop thinking

of you.but thats so impossible.

2009-06-25T13:29:00.007+08:00

ignore my face,i just woke up okayy

pfft.the internet connection's a dickface!

i hate it when theres some connection problems.

chhhhheeeebbbaaaaii!!! reminds me of bhaisinghcurl.

hahah.i miss you guys(:

sorry for making you guys wait longlong then after dat

tak dapat ape ape.(: thanks anw.

i love you.i love you.i love you.had fun with u ppl.

sedap tido pat rumah org tu.sejuk je.abey yang

lain buat benda2 merepek eh.power.(:

anw,ya i didnt make it to the next round of idol

but no biggie.its just something i wanted to try.

haha.judges say i was too

timid and not ready for the competition just yet.

yea,i agree.i am too timid(:but whatever it is,

im happy i even got thru

the first round.weehuu.k lah.wanna go off now.

genie ahh

slumber weekend + sleepless nights = ultimately heavy eyebags

2009-06-22T05:08:00.011+08:00

heyhey(: lookie..its 6:23am.hahah.

and not asleep yet.well.cant sleep with cuzzies here with me.

its been a great weekend i suppose.cuzzies stayed over.

lack of sleep i think.i kinda lost track of time.i dont

even remember what day feraz came over.was it saturday?

hmm.i think so.ya ya.she came to do her project.helped

her out.darn,missed the beach party at sentosa.

what a waste. :(

but still,it was fun.anw,2 more days.damn.hopefully

gonna be able to make it.scary shit.goodluck to me.

phoooo...seram.ken lim siol.okayokay.i really think i should

get some rest.

see you air breathe-rs

later(:

*and sorry if our cam whore

session below might bore you.*

alala.step cute nyer!

siape nye gambar tu pat blakang?

till dawn

2009-06-16T21:12:00.007+08:00

heyhey.gosh.im so exhausted.

got home from pit at 8am just now.

slept for hours.but ytd was fun. (:

had an awesome time

with my classmates and some others.

feraz tagged along with me

ytd for the pit.we cycled for a bit

on the two seater bicycle.fell

summore at this scary place at night.

my foot got stuck in the gear. -.-

luckily nobody saw us fall.hahah.

its hilarious.had to pay extra 5 bucks

cuz we didnt give back the bike on time. :(

at night ira came with azrie but

feraz soon had to go home.

saw boyfriend.cute!!!

afterwards ira had to go home.then

left only a few ppl who ton-ed.

lol-ed many a times.chilled by the seaside.

with cold breezes!

damn syiok.now i have many

scary stories to share.thanks to razaaq.

woohoo.k bye.

red bella luna

how ironic.

we were very far away from the others.

ran away with our nachos.TANAK SHARE.